Unironically perhaps my favorite song of all time and i am not kidding
You might be thinking. Apollo. Did you really make an entire shrine just for ONE song, one which you don't even have a lot to say about? Well I listen to this song roughly 20 times a day on average so yes.
A few months ago I think my friend recommended me this song and I think ever since then I have never been the same, mentally, I literally have never been so obsessed with a song in my life. Here's some words about it.
Lyrics (english)
Guess what, I know, that you’re all alone “XX” ing, I’m wise to it
Twitching, your dissected heart spasms, your moans are audible
Just come clean, secret’s out anyway, how was it?
It’s normal, so normal, are you embarrassed? Everyone just does it on the down-low
Guess what, I know, that you’re all alone “tear” ing, I’m wise to it
Sob sob sob and depressed, solitary karaoke lamenting in the night
We’re fellow all-nighters, doesn’t matter if you cry some more
I’m gonna embrace you again and again
Let your tears run free, let out your heart
MWAH!
Please please, I want you so bad
Let me take care of you, shake shake, with my knack for lovin’
If you won’t cry, it’ll dry up, let’s let it pour
Please say yes? I wanna lick away our spices, drink up the tears from your dissected heart
MWAH!
Please please, I want you so bad
Lean on me with your whole weight, toxic love, how sick is that?
Sharing is caring, I wanna feel you “ouch” ing
Please say yes? I wanna suck dry your spicy tears, save your dissected heart
Let me see, inside you
Guess what, I know, that you’re all alone vexing, I’m wise to it
The thump thumping speeds up, you’ll always be my idol
Guess what, I know, you’re absolutely capable, I know it
Weakness when hurt, it’s alright you know, I love you like that too
MWAH!
Please please, I want you so bad
Call my name, and anytime I’ll come hither
You’re all alone, that’s why I sing, “You’re not alone”
That’s enough now
Solo-play to dissect is finito, don’t you know
In sickness and in health, I’ll always be by your side
I’ll always be watching over you, see, don’t be scared
MWAH!
Please please, I want you so bad
Let me take care of you, shake shake, with my knack for lovin’
If you won’t cry, it’ll dry up, let’s let it pour
Please say yes? I wanna lick away our spices, drink up the tears from your dissected heart
MWAH!
Please please, I want you so bad
Lean on me with your whole weight, toxic love, how sick is that?
Sharing is caring, I wanna feel you “ouch” ing, I wanna sneak peek
I wanna suck dry your spicy tears, save your dissected heart
Guess what, I know, that you’re all alone “tear” ing, I’m wise to it
Sob sob sob and depressed, solitary karaoke lamenting in the night
We’re fellow all-nighters, doesn’t matter if you cry some more
I’m gonna embrace you again and again
Let your tears run free, let out your dissected heart
Let’s go!
Analysis
From the lyrics of the song, it's implied that Miku is stalking the main character, who's behind the door and looking through the peephole. A nice detail of this is that Miku has an eyepatch, as if she only had eyes to look through the peephole for the MC.
The lyrics being incredibly sexual is appealing to me specifically because I'm a pervert but that is unrelated to my analysis of the song btw.
Something I personally like, is that as the song goes on the lyrics shift from being overly sexual and implying obsession to implying worry. Miku seems to shift at points from talking about how much she wants the MC to talking about his loneliness and how she's there for him, how she loves him no matter what.
This, added with the fact that the music video shows what seems to be glitching in and out of the reality, where Miku is shown normally and not with psychedelic effects as most of the video shows, leads to the popular interpretation that Miku isn't a stalker, or obsessed with the MC at all, and that the person behind the peephole is hallucinating her obsession.
Now I really go back and forth on who exactly Miku is. A popular interpretation is that she's a concerned friend trying to check on him, or a classmate. One I particularly like is that Miku isn't a friend at all, she doesn't care at all, and is just a social worker doing a routine check-up. This one would imply the MC is severely mentally ill and likely a shut-in.
Whatever interpretation is the correct one, this song is still a banger and i love it sooooo much.
Art
Some monitoring themed art i like :) hover for credit!
